Here is a collage of my weight gain from
2007 until now (well the picture of me at 140 might be from 2004). But
nevertheless, I have a couple of reasons why I am sharing these pictures.
One is to remind myself that I have been beautiful all along, regardless
of my size. And the other is to see my progress now as I go backwards
through this challenge.
I want to talk about something else as
well - body shaming. As I enter into this challenge, I have had TONS of
support. People are excited to hear about my dedication and about what
crazy exercises I am doing with my trainer. But I also face an awkward
moment with many people telling me "you don't need to lose weight" or
question "is that healthy?" I am thankful that nobody has shamed me
for my weight gain. But YES, I do need to lose weight. My family
has history of obesity, cancer, and diabetes. The alternative is to
ignore the fact that between the ages of 25 and 32, I have gained about 50
pounds, that's not healthy. And the thought of my neglecting my
body to the point of illness is scarier than getting my booty to the gym and
sweating under the supervision of a trained professional.
I am not ashamed of my body where I stand
now. As I mentioned in my last post, I have earned this body through
years of hard work & good food. I am stronger and more in shape than
most people I know and I am very proud of my strength.
For those of you
wondering how hard I have to work, here is my plan.
- Weight Watchers (with the addition of no
refined sugar or refined flour, no bad fats, no fried food)
- three days personal training
- two days XIT class (it’s a high intensity
circuit training class)
- and half marathon training
So there you have. I am going to
EAT! I am going to sleep! I am going to work out five days a week and
rest two days per week. And I have paid professionals to monitor me throughout this
challenge so now it's time to CHEER ME ON!
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